UNBORN FOETUS

Sunday, October 23, 2011

I am all smiles again...I am relieved to be single and happy...I love myself more, my frens a whole lot more..and ermm I have so much more confidence in me..Halloween is alwaes a blasted month..USS Halloween Horror Nytez was way awesome!..I have vids on my fb..check it out..

Looking frward to the real partay on the 29th..Sentosa Spooktakular next up! :)

dead roses are forever: 5:42 AM

Friday, October 21, 2011

Today is my darling Candypunk's 22nd Birthdae, had a lovely dinner @ Eatzi with she n her family, and den the most awesomest 15mins massage on the massage chair..All in Yishun SAFRA,dey decorated for Halloween,n it's cool,coz wen i got in and pushed the door a ghostly figure was flyin towards me..n I was smilin..to myself at the neat trick.. :) After dt we chilled,talk about men,life and partayy(duh uh),and cupcake war! sabo tyme!

I have been cryin n laughin on off..sometymes doing both @ the same tyme,,,n den I'll realise, I sound a lil mental..n I'll tell myself to shut up n sleep :) Niwaes USS Horror Nights tmw! I'm psyched!!! hey at least drop a msg if ur reading my blog..I'll be happy :) mmuahhh! Loves all of u..except u, n u, n u..ok DONE.

dead roses are forever: 8:26 AM

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Sumtymes,not everythin u think is ryte..Look around..open ur mind for a different view..Breathe, think,breathe, think...remember it is not always about u,if you love her enough,her opinion matters..alot. Think.Please.

dead roses are forever: 6:44 AM

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

I dunno why I'm actually bloggin again..nobody blogs anymore..Life has been really hard ,lovewise i must say..I dun remember worryin so much bout love wen i was wif shakir..i was secure,we were both sincere..no one was trying to destroy us..but this one,though just recently ended, seems so dark n full of secrets..it's almost as if, both of us noe we hv been tryin to convince ourselves dt we love each other..doh,i have to say, i was in love n i do still love him,if nt dearly.but ders just these hidden thoughts,hidden feelings,,of our past love..we are ready yet nt dt ready..almost scary n disgusted at myself for allowin to fall so fast into this rshp..he sounded realli genuine n into me ,but der must hv been mre dt i didnt noe,,,but one thing i can tell u how we failed in this rshp is coz we lack COMMUNICATION. at the beginning i dun bother,,after awhile he didnt bother n i wonder y he didnt bother..but we were happy,den suddenly the ex came to destroy us,,n because of communication we fell to pieces...ive saed this befre,i'll say it again..I have never seen a worser person den the ex of his...I hope he realli hates her,cause it's obvious she's no good for him..No matter wt theyve been thru in the past..if sumone can be so heartless as to break us up thru lies..den the persn obviously dunwn to see u happy..I care for u k Hazmil..I'm just thinkin..we hv been hiding many things frm each other,n too many ppl njoy seeing us fall and expected us to fail. So weird...

dead roses are forever: 6:46 AM

Monday, October 17, 2011

This is me posting, 3 years after my last post..I'm 22,not as happy..I'm not with Shakir anymore..life isnt carefree n full of love animre..as im typin dis im tearing..i miss those days

dead roses are forever: 6:42 AM

Thursday, September 25, 2008

all good tings must come to an end.....

alot of tings happened..its been party3 4 me..

still learning songs..so still rock rocking awae

2 many tings happened, i cnt fill up on everyting,realli,coz i've forgotten..wteva dts happened...lets just noe..dt my life,at this point of time, is realli stressful..n i noe millions others are having a waaaeee harder life den me,,so ive got ntg to complain about...i shud start Goth Book Part III.Ive lost the 2nd one...cant change my poetry in friendster coz it'll be a waste if i erased the old one and put the new one,,den i dun save my work,u noe..its good,dark,pagan poetry..im proud of my poetry,,not to b boastful..but i'm realli proud,u noe..ppl have been using my poetry for stuff dt they needed to do..n i'm happy dt they turn 2 me 4 it..I don't think der's anyting emo bout poetry writing,dts coz my poetry has ntg to do wif suicide wteva pathetic crap,u c...

coz if sum idiot's gna tell me dt i am an emo for writing poetry,jus coz im expressing myself in rhymes..ha ha hahaha,den ill pick up wteva instrument dt he or she has,may it be a recorder or the grand piano,n smash it to pieces okay...coz they're doing exactly the same ting..still expressing themselves,i create rhymes,i tell a story,u create riffs,solos wif a melodic tuneage of tale..u get me?not dt anyone has koled me an emo for writing poetry except for an emo himself,hu in turn tot my poetry was scary..stupid shit..yea wteva...astalavista babies..\m/ love u shakir

dead roses are forever: 5:48 AM

Friday, June 06, 2008

i'm too lazy to update bout my life,,,Sorority has bin great for a few months...we're still kiping in touch onli dt all of us have bin very2 bz...just a few updates for u guys

*lisa bout drums from my x drummer nusara
*hopefulli new girl band will werkout
*worked at robinsons megasale at expo
*2 weeks werk,cash ,,nt bad at all
*buying keybord once get pay
*enrolling for bike with lisa n fateha
*i wan more money
*a diamond lost her world todae
*redid my imvu avatar
*want more imvu credits..the website wich offers free imvu credits wun accept me
*so u guys click the imvu link above n we cn chat 3d style..n xplore each others lair aryte...tata

love u shakir\m/

dead roses are forever: 3:00 AM

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